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The Constant Changing Me

Today is July 28, 2015, and it so happen that I accidentally find in my browser my blog entitled "Saturday Cook". I read about the blogs i wrote sometime ago, and discovered that i had make mistakes in spelling word(s), grammatical error, and even repetitions of paragraphs. I did tried to remember what were the things I was doing when I wrote those articles(?) and why did I not notice those big mistakes. And since I can't remember and the feelings that I had during the times when I was writing the particular blogs, I can't help myself, and so I just smile and thought "oh, why should I be ashamed of those wrong spellings and grammar and other errors, its just natural, people do made those mistakes, no big deal!" Another thing, my blogs are all about anything and everything which violates the "title" of my blogs. Some does not even have anything to do about cooking but of some other things about me and about something else and somebo...

Reaching the Final End

Is dying the final end? At this point i have reached another phase of life...when i decided to end the relation, i thought i would die,there was so much pain, pain that brought so much tears and heartaches which lasted for a long time. I'd pray every night for guidance, for God to hold my hand and guide me through life. Slowly, very slowly my days are gets brighter, smiles come easy, i can see colors, bright and loud. Once again, my heart sings and my eyes aglow and my voice has its vibrato. Yes, there is a new world before my eyes, awaiting for me. I was given another chance to live happy and freely. Free from hurt and from the thought that i made mistakes that ends my seven years of relationship to the man i had love all my life. Just when i have found myself again, i learned of his demise. I searched for that emotion, but i am empty. Suddenly, the man is just another stranger that passed this earth. I know i love him,...

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