The Constant Changing Me

Today is July 28, 2015, and it so happen that I accidentally find in my browser my blog entitled "Saturday Cook".  I read about the blogs i wrote sometime ago, and discovered that i had make mistakes in spelling word(s), grammatical error, and even repetitions of paragraphs.  I did tried to remember what were the things I was doing when I wrote those articles(?) and why did I not notice those big mistakes.  

And since I can't remember and the feelings that I had during the times when I was writing the particular blogs, I can't help myself, and so I just smile and thought "oh, why should I be ashamed of those wrong spellings and grammar and other errors, its just natural, people do made those mistakes, no big deal!"

Another thing, my blogs are all about anything and everything which violates the "title" of my blogs.  Some does not even have anything to do about cooking but of some other things about me and about something else and somebody else. 

And so I ask forgiveness for people who are able to read my blogs, just bear with me, I do love to cook, to eat outside, and live life.  My blog speaks of real me, never the same, always changing, always speaks of my mind, never mind that "readers" cannot fathom the emotions I had when the article is being written, never mind if there are hitches along the way, and never mind if the dates of writing are far and wide.  It's because I am easily gets carried away by what surrounds and interest me at the moment. So i am in circle, going round and round, up and down and is not constant.  I am very emotional, the reason I change or lost interest on things that sometimes I consider important.  

Blogging is important to me, it's a good relief from the stress, however, one cannot have a routine stress reliever, or it would become an stressor.  I need to have variety and excitement and interest to express better and write better.  Remember the only permanent thing here on earth is "change" and I am constantly changing.