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Moving Onward

i don't  compare myself to an insect, it's just i have liken the picture for it reflects so much of how i feel at the moment.  The insect seems to be desolate and yet is climbing up.                One must never stay lonely... losing hurts but accepting  and letting go helps heal, it takes sometime, but it be gone.  Life is too short to be spent lurking, there are things that needs to be done for yourself and to others (family and friends).  Look around and there are bounty of things to help forget and be happy about.

        As for me i just climbed with slow pace nothing to hurry, just spending my time taking care of myself.  Family, friends and work are perfect company.  I keep my faith for it makes me strong and wise.  

       Today, i bought things i like best, books, and clothes.  I  haven't read a single book in so many years ( 7 years).  I want new clothes and accessories to liven me up... life becomes dull in the past and this time i want to glow and shine.  I want celebrate life and i want people to see it on my face and in things i wear.  

       I feel so light, happy and life seems easy.  Oh, there are problems, but there will always be, but this time, i will handle things differently,with sense,logic and smile.  Of course, i am blogging again and hoping that there will be people who will take time reading my blogs.        

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