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and now it's summer

Once again summer is here, right now i am here in our office, working.  I was just searching on something, which  article is powered by blogger and then i clicked remembering that i had blog in this site, presto it's there before my eyes.  Funny that  i have not visited my account for several months, i  have lost my feel for writing.  

But i am here now and i know i have to make adjustments again to find myself a new meaning to life.  I have moved to our former house early this month.  This is the house where I lived with my family when my parents were still alive.  My brother made some innovations to the house and i have moved in because there is no longer the need to live in the house i rented for the last seven years.   

          I am just happy to be on familiar grounds, though a lot of things has to be done, still there is more comfort living life here in this home of ours.  I am praying and hoping that as the days go on things will get better. 

           Right now i feel free just need the time and things will again become perfect.  I miss you guys and i am again here.       

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